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When the Last Tree Has Fallen

Tuesday, April 13th, 1993

I was twenty-two when I composed When the Last Tree Has Fallen as the centerpiece of my composition recital to graduate from the University of North Texas in 1993. At the time, the destruction of the Amazon rainforest was dominating the news, and I was deeply concerned about its impact on our climate. Decades later, that concern has only grown. Since I completed this piece, the world has lost over 420 million hectares of forest globally. The Amazon alone has shrunk by 10%, losing 390,547 square kilometers—an area larger than Montana. Yet despite decades of scientific warnings, the world’s attention has dulled, and the climate crisis continues to escalate.

The Amazon rainforest, often called the lungs of the Earth, produces 20% of the world’s oxygen and absorbs vast amounts of carbon dioxide. It is home to over half of the planet’s plant and animal species, yet deforestation threatens to erase countless lifeforms. As the trees fall, carbon emissions rise, rainfall patterns shift, wildfires intensify, and Indigenous communities lose their ancestral lands. Without the rainforest’s natural balance, we face more droughts, extreme weather, and global temperature increases—if deforestation continues unchecked, the Amazon’s collapse alone could raise global temperatures by 0.25°C.

Against this urgent backdrop, When the Last Tree Has Fallen is my tribute to those fighting to protect the rainforests and the Indigenous peoples who have lived there for centuries. Drawing from my studies in ethnomusicology, I incorporated folk melodies and rhythms from the Amazon, blending them with my own compositional voice. This work was also shaped by my musical influences at the time: the intensity of John Coltrane’s Africa, orchestrated by Eric Dolphy, and the rhythmic pulse of minimalist composers like John Adams and Steve Reich. I was equally obsessed with the drama of Monteverdi’s madrigals and Wagnerian opera, both of which inform the expressive storytelling of this piece.

For this work, I chose an ensemble that was essentially a one-on-a-part orchestra, the largest group I could fit on the recital hall stage while also ensuring I could find enough musicians. I later realized that this instrumentation was nearly identical to what would become the standard for the San Francisco Composers Chamber Orchestra (SFCCO), of which I am a founding member.

Designed as a kind of mini-opera, When the Last Tree Has Fallen unfolds theatrically. The text, which I wrote, drives the structure, while the music immerses the listener in the rainforest’s soundscape—bird calls, monkey cries, the distant rumble of thunder, the rhythmic chop of axes, and the final crash of falling trees. These sounds are not just musical effects; they are echoes of a vanishing world.

As we stand at a critical moment in history, this piece serves as both a warning and a lament. The destruction of the rainforests is not just a distant crisis—it is an unfolding tragedy that affects us all. But even as the last tree falls, there is still time to listen, to act, and to protect what remains.

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A Love Letter: To George & Bonnie “The Wedding Day”

Friday, May 15th, 1992

In crafting music that speaks from the heart, I often reflect on the words of Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In a letter to his father dated November 8, 1777, Mozart wrote:

I cannot write poetically, for I am no poet.
I cannot artfully arrange my phrases so as to give light and shade.
Neither am I a painter;
Nor can I even express my thoughts by gesture and pantomime, for I am no dancer.
But I can do so in sounds.
I am a musician.

This profound declaration inspired me to create a collection of pieces I call Love Letters. Each piece is a musical expression lasting approximately 3-5 minutes, dedicated to someone dear to me. These compositions are my way of conveying emotions and memories that words alone cannot capture.

This love letter was composed for my brother’s wedding, with the intention of celebrating their union through music. The introduction and closing sections reference the traditional wedding march, while two distinct themes represent George and Bonnie. In the recapitulation, these themes intertwine, symbolizing the unity of their marriage.

At the time, I was still in music school, which made it easy to gather friends to record the piece. My father contributed by arranging a professional printing of the score and parts, including a beautiful leather-bound edition crafted by a team from his office. He later mentioned that the team enjoyed the project because it was a refreshing change from their usual work of creating presentations.

Unfortunately, the gift didn’t seem to be well-received by the couple. They appeared somewhat annoyed during the rehearsal dinner when I played the recording for them. Sadly, the recording itself has since been lost, and I’ve often wondered if they kept it or know where it is.

Later events would cast a shadow on this memory, as my brother embezzled $120,000 from my parents estate revealing his true character. Despite this, the piece remains an important part of my musical journey, representing a hopeful and celebratory moment in time.

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A Love Letter: To a Lady From Chopin & Mozart

Thursday, March 7th, 1991

In crafting music that speaks from the heart, I am reminded by the words of Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In a letter to his father dated November 8, 1777, Mozart wrote:

I cannot write poetically, for I am no poet.
I cannot artfully arrange my phrases so as to give light and shade.
Neither am I a painter;
Nor can I even express my thoughts by gesture and pantomime, for I am no dancer.
But I can do so in sounds.
I am a musician.

This profound declaration inspired me to create a collection of pieces I call Love Letters. Each piece is a musical expression lasting approximately 3-5 minutes, dedicated to someone dear to me. These compositions are my way of conveying emotions and memories that words alone cannot capture.

This is the second love letter in my collection, and its creation was an unexpected yet intense burst of inspiration. It came to me one morning during a shower—a moment of clarity that set the tone for the entire day. By evening, the piece was fully notated and polished. My immersion in Chopin’s works at the time deeply influenced its composition, though Mozart’s elegance also found its way into the fabric of the music.

The Chopin piece that inspired me has always left me with mixed feelings. Specifically, I thought the choice to resolve to a major chord on the final note felt like a cop-out. I was determined not to do the same in my piece. Yet, as I wrote, it became clear that resolving to the major chord was exactly what the music needed. My apologies to Chopin for borrowing and embracing what I once criticized!

This piece holds a special place in my heart because of its personal backstory. It was originally titled To Lisa From Chopin and Mozart and dedicated to the first woman I lived with romantically. The title evolved after a turning point in our relationship. On the advice of her therapist, she moved out suddenly and without notice. That event lead me to rename it To a Lady. The new title reflects both the elegance and distance that now characterize the memory.

The premiere of A Love Letter: To a Lady From Chopin & Mozart took place in 1991 at a concert of new music at the University of North Texas (UNT). Unfortunately, I can no longer recall who performed it, but I remain grateful for their interpretation of this deeply personal work.

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A Love Letter: “Dear Mom”

Thursday, November 9th, 1989

This piece holds a special place in my heart, as it sparked the Love Letters collection, a series exploring personal and emotional connections through music, which continues with each composition I add to it. This idea was inspired by a card I received from my mother, which included this quote from Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In a letter to his father dated November 8, 1777, Mozart wrote:

I cannot write poetically, for I am no poet.
I cannot artfully arrange my phrases so as to give light and shade.
Neither am I a painter;
Nor can I even express my thoughts by gesture and pantomime, for I am no dancer.
But I can do so in sounds.
I am a musician.

As someone who is dyslexic and has always struggled with writing, this quote resonated deeply with me. Music has always been my preferred way to express myself, and this composition uniquely captures my emotions.

A Love Letter: “Dear Mom” was written for my mom, Connie Cooke, as a heartfelt gift for her birthday or Christmas in 1989. In many ways, it felt like the musical equivalent of a football player saying “Hi Mom” on TV.

The piece was composed for a college music theory class, which explains its Romantic-style tonality. It also marked the beginning of my exploration of using the voice as an instrument, rather than as a medium for traditional singing with words and story. The vocalist here is tasked with creating expressive sounds rather than conveying lyrics, a technique I later expanded on in Music for Humans.

A friend of mine from the class performed and recorded the piece for me, singing and playing the piano with heartfelt precision. Her interpretation brought a warmth and intimacy to the music, enhancing its emotional depth and personal connection. Unfortunately, that recording has since been lost, but the memory of its creation and performance remains a cherished part of my musical journey.

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