Posts Tagged ‘Love Letter’

A Love Letter: To the Lady I’m with 20 Years

Wednesday, December 25th, 2024

In crafting music that speaks from the heart, I often reflect on the words of Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In a letter to his father dated November 8, 1777, Mozart wrote:

I cannot write poetically, for I am no poet.
I cannot artfully arrange my phrases so as to give light and shade.
Neither am I a painter;
Nor can I even express my thoughts by gesture and pantomime, for I am no dancer.
But I can do so in sounds.
I am a musician.

This profound declaration inspired me to create a collection of pieces I call Love Letters. Each piece is a musical expression lasting approximately 3-5 minutes, dedicated to someone dear to me. These compositions are my way of conveying emotions and memories that words alone cannot capture.

A Love Letter: To the Lady I’m with 20 Years is a tribute to my wife, commemorating our 20th wedding anniversary. The inspiration for this piece stemmed from our unforgettable journey through Turkey and Greece. Composed in binary form, the piece is thoughtfully divided into two distinct sections:

  • Section A: The Essence of Turkey The ‘A’ section embodies the rich cultural tapestry of Turkey, reflecting its land and air. To develop this section, I immersed myself in Turkish music, exploring its unique modes and intricate rhythmic patterns. Two traditional Turkish melodies served as particular inspirations. While Turkish modes often incorporate microtones, I sought to evoke their distinctive flavor by incorporating Bb and C# within a melody centered in A major. This melodic framework is harmonized using the Western-style D harmonic minor, creating a bridge between Eastern and Western musical sensibilities.
  • Section B: The Serenity of Greece Transitioning to the ‘B’ section, the composition captures the serene beauty of the Greek sea and its islands. I drew upon ancient Greek melodies, including one that resonated deeply from my college studies. This section is set in E minor and utilizes plagal cadences (IV-I) to convey a sense of resolution and tranquility. Additionally, the incorporation of whole-tone scales introduces a shimmering, fluid quality, reminiscent of the gentle waves and the timeless allure of the Greek islands.

Through A Love Letter: To the Lady I’m with 20 Years, I aim to celebrate not only two decades of marriage but also the enduring beauty of the places that visited celebrating our commitment to each other. This piece stands as a musical testament to love, memory, and time.

A Love Letter: To the Lady I'm with 20 Years

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A Love Letter: Minerva’s Dance

Monday, October 25th, 2010

In crafting music that speaks from the heart, I often reflect on the words of Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In a letter to his father dated November 8, 1777, Mozart wrote:

I cannot write poetically, for I am no poet.
I cannot artfully arrange my phrases so as to give light and shade.
Neither am I a painter;
Nor can I even express my thoughts by gesture and pantomime, for I am no dancer.
But I can do so in sounds.
I am a musician.

This profound declaration inspired me to create a collection of pieces I call Love Letters. Each piece is a musical expression lasting approximately 3-5 minutes, dedicated to someone dear to me. These compositions are my way of conveying emotions and memories that words alone cannot capture.

Dancing to the original.

Minerva’s Dance is inspired by Minerva, the goddess of poetry, medicine, wisdom, commerce, weaving, crafts, magic, and notably, the inventor of music. This piece holds a special place in my heart as it was originally composed for my wife and for our first dance as husband and wife in 2004. and our first dance together as a married couple in 2004. Inspired by her love for tangos and the enchanting music of Astor Piazzolla, I set out to create a composition imbued with deep personal significance. In my studio, the creative process began with laying down initial tracks, and soon, my friend and bandmate Andrew Wilshusen added vibrant percussion elements.

Although the piece originally included extensive improvised sections with only minimal portions formally notated, I revisited it in the summer of 2010 to fully document and enhance the orchestration. The revised composition features prominent solos for flute and soprano saxophone—offering options for either improvised solos or detailed transcriptions of my original performances. At the premiere on September 25, 2010 SFCCO, at the SFCCO concert, the flutist performed the written solo, while the saxophone solo was spontaneously improvised.

An interesting twist occurred when my friend Erling Wold initially slated to play the accordion for the concert, unfortunately sustained a leg injury due to a car accident just before the performance. Despite this setback, the concert was a profound embodiment of the creative and resilient spirit of Minerva.

SFCCO performs Minerva’s Dance


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A Love Letter: To G.A.C. 26.2

Wednesday, August 18th, 2010

There is a quote from Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart’s letter to his father on November 8th 1777:

I cannot write poetically, for I am no poet.
I cannot artfully arrange my phrases so as to give light and shade.
Neither am I a painter;
Nor can I even express my thoughts by gesture and pantomime, for I am no dancer.
But I can do so in sounds.
I am a musician.

This quote inspired me to create a collection of pieces I call Love Letters. They are usually for piano, last about 3-5 minutes and are written for or about someone dear to me. Twenty years ago I decided I want to write one based on my father’s initials, GAC. But every time I sat down to write it I was unhappy with the results. After my parents visit this summer, I had a feeling time was running out and I sat down to try again. I finally heard something I was satisfied with and in a couple of weeks I completed the piece I have been wrestling with for twenty years. Not only did I use his initials but I used his full name by putting rests in place of letters not used by music notation. I also added in my own name at the end.

Notation of my Father's Name

Notation of My Father’s Name

Notation of my Name

Notation of My Name

My father is very interested in running and has run marathons all over the world so the A theme last 26.2 measures (26.2 miles is the length of a marathon) and the B theme is reminiscent of the music in the movie that inspired his desire to run “Chariots of Fire”. The finale is a culmination of all themes that runs on to the end.

Piano Version:
 

As I was finishing this composition I started to hear strings playing the B theme at finale so I decided to orchestrate it for chamber orchestra. On September 25th 2010 the SFCCO premièred this version.

G.A.C. for Orchestra

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A Love Letter: To the One I’m Apart From

Sunday, September 15th, 1996

In crafting music that speaks from the heart, I often reflect on the words of Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In a letter to his father dated November 8, 1777, Mozart wrote:

I cannot write poetically, for I am no poet.
I cannot artfully arrange my phrases so as to give light and shade.
Neither am I a painter;
Nor can I even express my thoughts by gesture and pantomime, for I am no dancer.
But I can do so in sounds.
I am a musician.

This profound declaration inspired me to create a collection of pieces I call Love Letters. Each piece is a musical expression lasting approximately 3-5 minutes, dedicated to someone dear to me. These compositions are my way of conveying emotions and memories that words alone cannot capture

This is the fifth piece in the Love Letter collection, written during a pivotal and transformative period in my life. I had recently moved to the San Francisco Bay Area with a rock band, seeking a fresh start. In doing so, I left behind a girlfriend in Dallas, to whom this piece is dedicated. At the time, I didn’t anticipate seeing her again, but after six to eight months, she made the decision to follow me out here.

Interestingly, I wrote this piece after she arrived in California, though its heart lies in the time we spent apart. It’s a reflection of the distance and longing that marked that chapter of our relationship, as well as the hope and connection that persisted despite the miles.

What makes this Love Letter particularly special is that she was the first person I ever dedicated a piece to who could actually play it, being a pianist herself. The music carries a deep personal resonance, blending themes of separation, yearning, and eventual reunion. Through its phrasing and melodic structure, it seeks to capture the emotional tapestry of our experience—a love sustained through distance and uncertainty.

A Love Letter: To the One I'm Apart From

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A Love Letter: To the Lady with Deep Blue Eyes

Tuesday, October 5th, 1993

In crafting music that speaks from the heart, I am reminded by the words of Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In a letter to his father dated November 8, 1777, Mozart wrote:

I cannot write poetically, for I am no poet.
I cannot artfully arrange my phrases so as to give light and shade.
Neither am I a painter;
Nor can I even express my thoughts by gesture and pantomime, for I am no dancer.
But I can do so in sounds.
I am a musician.

This profound declaration inspired me to create a collection of pieces I call Love Letters. Each piece is a musical expression lasting approximately 3-5 minutes, dedicated to someone dear to me. These compositions are my way of conveying emotions and memories that words alone cannot capture.

This Love Letter was written for Renée Trimarco during our second and most profound relationship—the best of three. The music emerged over just a few days, forming almost effortlessly in my mind before finding its way onto the page. It’s a deeply personal piece that captures the complexities of our connection, blending tenderness with moments of tension.

The piece employs a 2-against-3 rhythmic structure to create a sense of push and pull, mirroring the passionate dynamics of our relationship. Its phrasing is both yearning and intense, with melodies that seem to stretch beyond the notes themselves. Renee once described it as “bittersweet,” a term that resonates deeply with the spirit of the music and the essence of our time together.

The title, To the Lady with Deep Blue Eyes, reflects both the inspiration behind the piece and the vividness of Renee’s presence in my memory. The music is an exploration of love, longing, and the unspoken emotions that color relationships—especially those as layered and multifaceted as ours.

A Love Letter: To the Lady with Deep Blue Eyes

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A Love Letter: To George & Bonnie “The Wedding Day”

Friday, May 15th, 1992

In crafting music that speaks from the heart, I often reflect on the words of Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In a letter to his father dated November 8, 1777, Mozart wrote:

I cannot write poetically, for I am no poet.
I cannot artfully arrange my phrases so as to give light and shade.
Neither am I a painter;
Nor can I even express my thoughts by gesture and pantomime, for I am no dancer.
But I can do so in sounds.
I am a musician.

This profound declaration inspired me to create a collection of pieces I call Love Letters. Each piece is a musical expression lasting approximately 3-5 minutes, dedicated to someone dear to me. These compositions are my way of conveying emotions and memories that words alone cannot capture.

This love letter was composed for my brother’s wedding, with the intention of celebrating their union through music. The introduction and closing sections reference the traditional wedding march, while two distinct themes represent George and Bonnie. In the recapitulation, these themes intertwine, symbolizing the unity of their marriage.

At the time, I was still in music school, which made it easy to gather friends to record the piece. My father contributed by arranging a professional printing of the score and parts, including a beautiful leather-bound edition crafted by a team from his office. He later mentioned that the team enjoyed the project because it was a refreshing change from their usual work of creating presentations.

Unfortunately, the gift didn’t seem to be well-received by the couple. They appeared somewhat annoyed during the rehearsal dinner when I played the recording for them. Sadly, the recording itself has since been lost, and I’ve often wondered if they kept it or know where it is.

Later events would cast a shadow on this memory, as my brother embezzled $120,000 from my parents estate revealing his true character. Despite this, the piece remains an important part of my musical journey, representing a hopeful and celebratory moment in time.

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A Love Letter: To a Lady From Chopin & Mozart

Thursday, March 7th, 1991

In crafting music that speaks from the heart, I am reminded by the words of Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In a letter to his father dated November 8, 1777, Mozart wrote:

I cannot write poetically, for I am no poet.
I cannot artfully arrange my phrases so as to give light and shade.
Neither am I a painter;
Nor can I even express my thoughts by gesture and pantomime, for I am no dancer.
But I can do so in sounds.
I am a musician.

This profound declaration inspired me to create a collection of pieces I call Love Letters. Each piece is a musical expression lasting approximately 3-5 minutes, dedicated to someone dear to me. These compositions are my way of conveying emotions and memories that words alone cannot capture.

This is the second love letter in my collection, and its creation was an unexpected yet intense burst of inspiration. It came to me one morning during a shower—a moment of clarity that set the tone for the entire day. By evening, the piece was fully notated and polished. My immersion in Chopin’s works at the time deeply influenced its composition, though Mozart’s elegance also found its way into the fabric of the music.

The Chopin piece that inspired me has always left me with mixed feelings. Specifically, I thought the choice to resolve to a major chord on the final note felt like a cop-out. I was determined not to do the same in my piece. Yet, as I wrote, it became clear that resolving to the major chord was exactly what the music needed. My apologies to Chopin for borrowing and embracing what I once criticized!

This piece holds a special place in my heart because of its personal backstory. It was originally titled To Lisa From Chopin and Mozart and dedicated to the first woman I lived with romantically. The title evolved after a turning point in our relationship. On the advice of her therapist, she moved out suddenly and without notice. That event lead me to rename it To a Lady. The new title reflects both the elegance and distance that now characterize the memory.

The premiere of A Love Letter: To a Lady From Chopin & Mozart took place in 1991 at a concert of new music at the University of North Texas (UNT). Unfortunately, I can no longer recall who performed it, but I remain grateful for their interpretation of this deeply personal work.

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A Love Letter: “Dear Mom”

Thursday, November 9th, 1989

This piece holds a special place in my heart, as it sparked the Love Letters collection, a series exploring personal and emotional connections through music, which continues with each composition I add to it. This idea was inspired by a card I received from my mother, which included this quote from Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In a letter to his father dated November 8, 1777, Mozart wrote:

I cannot write poetically, for I am no poet.
I cannot artfully arrange my phrases so as to give light and shade.
Neither am I a painter;
Nor can I even express my thoughts by gesture and pantomime, for I am no dancer.
But I can do so in sounds.
I am a musician.

As someone who is dyslexic and has always struggled with writing, this quote resonated deeply with me. Music has always been my preferred way to express myself, and this composition uniquely captures my emotions.

A Love Letter: “Dear Mom” was written for my mom, Connie Cooke, as a heartfelt gift for her birthday or Christmas in 1989. In many ways, it felt like the musical equivalent of a football player saying “Hi Mom” on TV.

The piece was composed for a college music theory class, which explains its Romantic-style tonality. It also marked the beginning of my exploration of using the voice as an instrument, rather than as a medium for traditional singing with words and story. The vocalist here is tasked with creating expressive sounds rather than conveying lyrics, a technique I later expanded on in Music for Humans.

A friend of mine from the class performed and recorded the piece for me, singing and playing the piano with heartfelt precision. Her interpretation brought a warmth and intimacy to the music, enhancing its emotional depth and personal connection. Unfortunately, that recording has since been lost, but the memory of its creation and performance remains a cherished part of my musical journey.

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